Friday, February 04, 2005
okay update of blog now.been going suntanning these few days.
yay. i love my tann so much. heh
anyway had a talk with GOD for the
past couple of days and i felt so enlightened now.
i shouldnt be holding on to the past anymore.
*Therefore, if anyone is in christ, he is a new creation;
the old has gone and the new has come.*
Right, i shouldnt be harbouring any more thoughts or hope
and instead lead a more fruitful life in serving GOD to the fullest.
Anyway, had a great caregroup last evening as well with
deb, huimei, jiahui, mingxiu and new peeps like jin, xiaofang and zihui.
had loadsa fun fellowshipping and learning more of GOD's words.
hmm alright now, nothing much to say.
update again. =)
Posted by Giselle at 2/04/2005 03:29:00 AM
Monday, January 31, 2005
hmm well the service on SAT was definitelyspectacular and awesome.
one of the best i've ever seen!
The music was great complete with the guitars,
drums, keyboards.
woohoo, it was a blast.
The sermon preached by pastor jeff was good too,
talking about developing positive emotions in our life.
well, its true that i still havent really let go of something that i supposedly
have to and it seems that everytime whenever i feel down, depress, troubled,
scared anything i would just automatically think of her.
its been ongoing for the past 3years 4mths.
most of the times, she feels unhappy, i will feel the same way tooo.
Thats because she weigh so much in my heart.
she was the one that stood by me through the hard times, tough times
whenever i felt like giving up. she was the only one who genuinely cared for me
without any ulterior motive. she was and is still the only one who would
protect me and defend me through thick or thin.
she is also the only one whom i could trust so much, really the only one.
its very hard for me to trust anybody but for her, its just comes as naturally.
This is really hard. i've no idea how it has come to this point.
//Collapsing was much softer
Still falling always hurt
Only after sensing your love
For always ever burned
You justified my folly
My affluent disguise
Removed revealing nothing
Yet nothing unforgiven lies
No one loves me like you
No one loves me the way you do
To touch the rose unfearful
Is to meet the thorn
And pierce the heart's emotion
And feel the emptiness no more
Emptiness no more
Took some time to realize I've fallen //
//Empty again
Sunken down so far
So scared to fall
I might not get up again
So I lay at your feet
All my brokenness
I carry all of my burdens to you
All of these things I've held up in vain
No reason nor rhyme
Just the scars that remain
Of all of these things
I'm so much afraid
Scared out of my mind
By the demons I've made
Jesus, you'll never ever let me go
So happy to love
Yet so far to go
You lead me on to where I've never been before//
Posted by Giselle at 1/31/2005 04:04:00 AM
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