Friday, September 17, 2004
oh hmm, here to update.anyway had a great sheparding time
with Liyan, it was cools.
we had a great time sharing stuffs
as well as getting to know
GOD better.
i realize that now i am able
to comprehend my feelings towards
her now.
relating to her as a friend and nothing
else.
but it sure feels sad.
everything and everybody changes i guess.
ohwells,
but i am glad i have my lord jesus with me.
i am sure he will be able to guide me
alongside with him.
anyway been feeling pretty exhausted.
wanna get more rest.
and i misss all my friends.
i feel like i've been neglecting them.
anyway so sad,
johnny from the ramones passed away.
NO MORE RAMONES LEFT.
this is tragic.
ohwells.
guess these are part and parcels of life.
so many things happen make me
realize the importance of life and that
life can be so fragile and unpredictable.
ohwells, but i guess with GOD ya wont
have this phobia of dying or anything cause
ya know that up above will definitely be
a happy place.
i pray for her to be happy and that
she will be able to receive christ like i do.
Pictures of you - The Cure
i've been looking so long
at these pictures of you
that i almost beleive that
they're real i've been living
so long with my pictures of you
that i almost believe that the
pictures are all i can feel
if only i had thought of the right words
i could have hold on to your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you
Looking So long at these pictures of you
but i never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but always just breaking apart
my pictures of you
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more than to feel you
deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more than to
never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you
Posted by Giselle at 9/17/2004 05:41:00 AM
Monday, September 13, 2004
yawns, its beeen so long since i last blog.anyway i am so tired,
mentally and physically.
sooo sssooo tired.
went to church on sat,
it was cools. ym came and yeahs
caught up with her quite abit.
hmm then joycelyn(dash) msged me asking me
wanna join her and her friend
(ben,patrick,gangja)
at east coast in the middle of nyp meeting.
i was like erm what am i gonna do!!!!
i wanna see her so much.
and yeahs went to meeet her.
gosh, she looooks so good.
man, now i am in this dilemma.
been thinking abt her so much
that it hurts.
have i been so silly, what have i done
to lead me to this situation.
i wanna breakaway from this, from her
but somehow i cant!!
30sept2004 - THREE GODDAMN YEARS
and the feelings is still so fresh in my mind.
i can still remember it so vividly.
i remember i saw her at parkway parade,
the table outside of mos burger.
looking real good in her shirt and vest.
i was so attracted to her, now still am.
how i wish we could just relive those
moments.
maybe everybody's right,
time will heal, god will lead me through.
but i am gonna take godzillion years to
really let her go.
why does it have to end this way!!
i just dont dare to tell her what i feel.
i sucks at confessing, loser at that.
//its a torture to think of her,
yet its a torment not to think of her//
been on the verge of breakdown.
its so hard.
i wish for tranquility and inner peace.
i wish to be void.
i wish for her to be happy.
The Fallen One - Hammerfall
I saw your face in the morning sun
oh, I thought you were there
I heard your voice as the wind
passed me bysilently,
whispering my name
So many things that I wanted to say
forever left untold
I still remember the tears that you shed
over someone else
Our love could never die
all I can do is cry
save a little prayer for the fallen one
There is a light down at memory lane
slowly fading away
Still holding on to the dreams torn apart
I will follow my heart
Our love could never die
all I can do is cry
save a little prayer for the fallen one
Still on my own,
chasing the sun
of a time long ago
The shade in my heart,
tearing apart everything that I long for
I saw your face in the morning sun
oh, I thought you were there
I heard your voice as the wind passed me by
whispering my name
Our love could never die
all I can do is cry
save a little prayer for the fallen one
Posted by Giselle at 9/13/2004 05:05:00 AM
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