Saturday, December 04, 2004

alrightey here to blog again.
had sucha fabulous weeek.
just came back from walking around
with the international delegates.
heh they were soo nice and friendly.
felt so at ease talking and socializing with them.
church service was as usual AWESOME yay.
Melvin came to the service abit later but was
really glad that he could come for the service.
had some catching up with him.
he seeems pretty skeptical about accepting christ,
but i am sure in time to come he will definitely accept
as while talking to him during dinner time,
he was pretty responsive =D
yay! heh.
couldnt meet daniel though cause was kinda tired and all
as well as pretty late. decide to head home instead.
anyway will meet daniel next week or sth. try and ask him
to come for church =D

oh yeahs anyway the STUDENT CONFERENCE was great!
had a really fun time learning about the foundation of GOD in sucha conducive
environment. made some friends as well.!
the things i have learnt and wanna apply first:
1. being more obedient
2. being more humble
3. deviate from my past
4. use my spiritual gifts and talents to the maximum.

anyway while i was looking through the bible, i stumbled across this passage.
it spoke to me so much as i was going through this phase now:
Luke 6: 27-28
"But i tell you who hear me, Love your enemies, do good to
those who hate you. Bless those who curse you, pray for those
who mistreat you.''
yeahs i wanna apply this words from GOD. amen.


last but not least, two new sis added to NYP4.
they are HANNAH and MING XIU.
alright! am so excited to be in the same
CG as them so coolllls! cant wait at all! =)


Posted by Giselle at 12/04/2004 07:13:00 AM

Monday, November 29, 2004

okay, many things are running through my mind now.
i need to spent some time alone, in my own realm.
i need to sort out my thinking.
gonna spent some time talking to GOD.
need some advices from him.

i need to talk to her but she seems so distant.

her
//As it gets closer and closer to the bursting point
I'm not sure which way I should go
I should do what I feel
Coz even that, I know
I don't like to be scared when I do something
But for once, I'm truly afraid
Maybe something I've never felt so strongly
Will actually be the right thing...someday
If not today
Then some other night
When I have the courage to put up this fight

Now as I sit here, writing this
These words are getting harder to approach
I'm getting further away from you
I spent some time outside my realm
I feel like I was on some other world
I wanted to go back to my own place

The light I was used to
Faded at every sight of despair
I used to give up and quit trying

You've shown me a light
One strong enough to start a fire
Somewhere in my heart, in my soul
Everything that we did together
I probably won't easily forget
We were juz being ourselves
And I hope that there's nothing to regret

But you had left me far behind
Memories aren't fading too fast


The light you've shown me
Is juz the light I was missing all along
Even if you never meant it to shine for me
Now my emotions are in view
And I'm not sure what to make of it
I'm here but maybe my heart's closer to you
You makes me feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Whatever sealed how I feel now
I can only analyze the facts
And I don't think you'll ever know how much I'm missing you
Now that I'm here
Finally trying to lay my fingers to rest
Further from you now
But closer than you know

So, as I take one last look at the stars
There's only one shining brightly in my mind
Feeling like I've never felt before
But knowing that I'm still blind
You might not feel the same way
And I'll admit that this is fine
Coz I'm not sure if it would be better
If there feelings weren't juz mine//


//There you are, standing in front of me
Close enough to touch but you don't know
I feel your eyes looking right through me
Open your heart, maybe there's more to see

So many times, I've tried to get near
Too many times, I turned away without trying

Unspoken, thousands of words running through
My mind, when I think of you but still
Leaving me speechless
Unspoken, the way I still feel about you
Wishing you knew, hoping you will

I can hear your voice wherever I go
Playing like music on a beautiful day
But you've not spoke to me for the longest time
What would you say, if I told you, begging you to stay for a while longer//



Posted by Giselle at 11/29/2004 07:06:00 PM

Sunday, November 28, 2004

hmm okay here to update again heh.
had a blast on sat.
went for word for life and church service.
it was awesome.
talked alot of stuffs with deb and eilton.
was cools.
anyway thanks for the nyp bros,
namely, eilton, mathew,don, job,leslie,
josh,caleb, weibin for the gifts.
a big THANKS to my caregroup:(NYP4)!!
HUIMEI, DEB, CINDY and JIAHUI.
i lovvve my bible so much now haha.
thanks for the extra effort that ya all have
put in to make this birthday so special to me.
its really appreciated.
thanks to lalita, dawn, georgia, leanne, denice,
jaime, manta, jo-n for the gifts as well and
birthday greetings =)
anyway, special thanks to my christine wifey,
darren, david, wenbin, arwin, karen sweets, CJ
tongie, doug, serene PL, brazil guy, xiu ting, gilbert
for the birthday greetings. =)
really had a really wonderful time and will definitely treasure the
gifts =)
heh yeahs anyway did i mention that i am soo
soo in lovee with the groundnut/ground(whichever)
squirrel, its so adorable. heh i lovee the kangaroo as well.
ahh so cuuute. the face esp! haha
i wanna keep them as pets! x)

okay anyway thats about the updates.
yay =)

Ephesians 1:3-4
//Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ. For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight.//

Live For You

You have spoken in the sunset
You have whispered words of comfort in the wind
You know everything about me
Before my life began, you held me in Your hand

You have walked these roads before me
You have known the pain a broken heart can bear
Won't You help me now to trust You
Every single day, follow in Your way

I live for You, I live for You
When I think of all Your love has done for me
I live for You, never looking back to what life used to be
I live for You and everything I ever thought was mine
I'd give it all away to have You in my life

See You in the crystal waters
And I have felt you in the dark of my despair
You have shown a love unfailing
A river running deep that's swelling up in me

I know it's gonna take a sacrifice
I want to see the world through Your eyes
I'll live for You the rest of my life



Posted by Giselle at 11/28/2004 05:06:00 PM

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