Saturday, May 10, 2003

haiz.. my life is damn farkin messy now..
duno wad to do..
and my most beloved precious baby passed away..
on friday and i didnt even get to see him before he died..
the pain is really excruciating..
suckz.. my world is reallie crumblin down..
but i gotta thank my dearest frenz.. they really cheer me up..
i wouldnt know wad to do without u guys..thanks so much..
but i guess it will take me sometime before i can be my cheerful
self again coz i love my baby alotz alotz..
and i hope my mom will be alrite too.. i wish i can do something to
make her feel better..sigh..

ym..thanks for bein there for me and the stuff u've given me..
realie appreciate it..true frenz always yeah *huggies* =)

doug and weilin..thanks for cheerin me up.. thanks for the
crappy letter.. reallie very funnie.. yeah u both stay together forever..
glad to know ya guys..*hugz*

meitong..thanks for the chocs and the letters..thanks for bein there for me too..
reallie cheer me up.. thanks.. *huggies*

xiuting and weichuan.. thanks for the flower.. very nice and u both
reallie brighten up my dae.. *smiles..*

shurong..thanks for cheerin me up too..i will smile more often yeah..
u too..*huggies*

christine..thanks for bein there for me and cheerin me up..
stay happie always too..*hugzz*

daniel..thanks for comfortin me and bein there for me when i was down..
reallie appreciate it too..i will be there for you when u need someone too.. yeah..
thanks *hugz*

becky..thanks for cheerin me up as well.. thanks yeahz..*hug*

dash..thanks for askin whether i feel better..well juz thanks..




hmm..the song is kinda irrelevant but i want my baby back with me!!
Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all I hope in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) theyll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I wabt just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be long under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.




Posted by Giselle at 5/10/2003 10:45:00 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

DEDICATED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ---> DASH / JOYCELYN

hmm..i juz wanna type wad i feel abt ya.. coz i dun wanna keep
it inside me.. hmm.. really very happy that we were able to go out on saturday 03 may 2003..=)
u're an extremely SPECIAL GAL to me.. i have known ya for 1 year and 8mths and i mux
say that the first time that i saw u..i remembered it was on *30th sept 2001* at PARKWAY PARADE around evenin time..
i fell in love with u.. the feelin is so undescribable to me..
and i have never felt this feelin for anybody else..i think its FATE that brought us together coz i
was sec 1 when u juz graduate.. no way could i have known you even though we went to the same school but yet....so i guess its reallie FATE..*THANK GOD FOR THAT..*
well i wanted so much to know ya then..u were tuitionin my ex's fren and u talk to me.. u were very nice.. and then we took a cab home and u even send me home.. durin the cab trip, i didnt know how to get your no so i came up with a lame excuse sayin that could u tuition me then u sae okie.. that sound real crappy but i got ur no =) and the next day we talked on the phone..*the first time* coz u think its easier that we talk on the phone then msg..
well life's real weird,i gotta thank my ex coz she is the one that brought me to ever know someone like you unknowingly..
real glad..
I will not forget all those wondrous memories that i have with ya.. how i wish we could go back to
the times where we were so close.. all the endless nights talkin to each other on the phone.. so happy..u will tell me abt the bands like the beatles,black sabbeth,marilyn manson,bon jovi,the cure,jimi hendrix and lots more rock band.. i know ya like to listen to
old skool rocks and very seldom u will listen to hip hop and pop..i even bought a bon jovi album with you.. so that anytime i wanna feel close to you, i would juz listen to bon jovi..coz everytime that i hear any bon jovi or firehouse songs will juz remind me of you..and i got
to say that u reallie look like jon bon jovi..
i still remember u always tell me abt horoscope.. like wads the personality of sagi--> me and you--> leo..
well u also told me before that leo and sagi are the most compatible..i was reallie happie.. and everytime i look at my horoscope in any teen mags.. i always look out for yours too.. u will also tell me abt the stars and everything..remember the promise that u say u will bring me to changi to watch stars.. i'm still waitin for that to happen..i duno when will be the day but i will look forward to the day that we will be able to go changi to watch stars...
and i gotta say i reallie learnt alot from you..u were also there when i need someone to talk to..
everytime that i hear
your voice it makes my heart melt.. and you always manage to make me feel so assure and secure..these feelings i never ever felt with
anybody before.. i still remember your unique way of smsin..your font is always in capital letters.. reallie coolz and special..everytime i open a message juz lookin at the font i know its you who send....so cute =) i still remember that time i went to your house and your mom thought i was your girlfriend..i felt really happie..and i remember your room got lotsa posters like kurt cobain and jon bon jovi.. reallie coolz...
i reallie wished that i had a photo of you that i could carry around so whenever i think of you, i can juz
look at your photo..i still remember when u call my home, my dad thought it was a guy..but i was not afraid to tell my dad u're a gal.. that time was reallie funnie.. and how my fren eavedrops on one of our conversation..but u duno.. until now, i still haven tell ya..
i wanna thank you for helpin me forget my ex..i really dunno how my life will turn out without you..
u've been my source of strength, my source of hope..
i will always remember all those quotes and the poems u read to me that u've wrote for your ex..
i was thinkin how wondeful if ya ever wrote abt me...
And the dae came when u wrote *YOUR SMILE IS THE ONE IN MY HEART THAT I'VE WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE FOR* to me..do u know how long i waited for ya to sae that...u know i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw that msg and needless to say i have saved that msg in my hp for the past 1 year.. i will never ever erase the msg....
but u said that u were too old for me..but dun u noe that age doesnt matter to me...i was real sad but glad that u felt for me too.. coz i know u are not those
kind that will fall in love that easy.. i am contented that i do have a place in your heart...it may sound absurb but i still keep
all those messages that u send to me on my handphone..
i remember u told me*WHEN U FEEL ALONE, JUZ LOOK AT THE SPACES BETWEEN YOUR FINGERS, REMEMBER THAT IN THOSE SPACES, I'LL BE HOLDING YOUR HANDS FOREVER* i juz couldnt help it and my tears juz came down uncontrollably.. coz no one had ever told me that before..and ya really make me feel so special..i want ya to know that..THATS WAD I WANNA TELL YA TOO...
i still remember that the date and time that you confessed your feelins to me.. it was on 30th may around 145am..
i will never ever forget that date and time.. durin these mths we have grown reallie close..i have never felt so blessed and in love..and i realize it was exactly 8 mths that u confessed..and i had liked ya secretly for this 8mths..and i dun think u'll ever know if ya didnt tell me first..but whether u confessed anot i will still continue to like ya..
i still remember u wrote a poem*A VIRGIN'S HANDWRITING* for me...in the poem u told me
how ya feel abt me that u feel more than a fren to me..but we juz cant be together coz u dun wan me to suffer but i wanna tell ya that i wont suffer with ya
coz i know that once i am with you i will be very happy..and i never felt happier with anybody before..
u're that important and special to me..
For the past 1yr and 8mths i realized that i have never stop likin you and i dun think i ever will...
i will always be there for you and never will i wanna forget you..
When i met up with ya on saturday,its like everything is so perfect.. i reallie enjoyed goin
out with ya ..how i wish that the night will juz never end..
that i can juz be with you forever..u know yesterdae while waitin for you,there were 3 guys that came and wanna know me,
i was so scare but when u juz appear, all my fears and worries were gone and all i could think of was walkin to you coz i know thats where i will be safe...u may not know this but when i am with you,its like only the two of us in our world..i know that
with you around,everything will be alright..i've never experienced something like this so magical
with anyone before..
If i could live my life all over again.. i will never ever regret knowin someone like you...
i will never forget that time u wanted so much to go watch shootin stars but i cant go becoz i got
Geog Os the next dae and u actually stayed and talked to me on the phone with me..do u know how touched i was..
and it means so much to me..i wanted so much to get out of the house to go watched shooting stars with you.. i reallie wanted to but
i couldnt and that is reallie something that i will regret for my whole life coz i dun think there will be a second chance that i would be able to watch shootin stars with you...
But i never dared to tell you my feelins coz i dun have the courage to..
so i had always kept silent..i still remember u were the first to call me when i receive my Os..u still msg me and ask me hows my results..u showed me so much concern. thank you baby....
and i remember that time my ex didnt wanna let me go..and was pestering me
u actually came down from your house at hougang to town to make sure i was alright and u even send me home..u showed me so much
care and make me feel so special...
Everytime that i'm with you,everything seems so right and so magical..like a dream that i wouldn't wanna
wake up..thats how special u're to me..
i know ya are goin army soon but no matter wad i will always be there for ya..
u mean so much to me.. i realize i had never love someone so much and so long before..
i reallie wouldnt know what to do without you...
how my life would still be in a mess without you..u made such a big impact in my life that no one had even done..
Thank you for loving me...i dunno wad the future will holds.. but i will be right here juz for you..
i wont deny that i fell for your looks at first but when i came to know the real u.. u totally blow me off..and i know ya are someone i wanna spend my whole life with...your character reallie attracts me so much..its so different from anybody that i know..even though u had a quite negative vibe towards things..i dun feel down whenever i am with you..and your thinkin is reallie different, kinda dark thoughts but i find that rather appealin..well, as the daes goes by,we gradually open up to each other and thats the time when i realize i'm reallie in love..i cant go to sleep without listenin to your voice or msg from ya..well..i fell realllie deep for your character..coz u were very sad over your ex and u were reallie nice to her even though she turn straight.. i was thinkin how could such a nice person like u exist..when your ex did something like two time u and u could still love her so much..now i know how it feels coz thats wad i am feelin towards you now..i know you and ur ex went for very long like 3 years and i noe that u love her alot..its totally impossible for you to forget her and i know she got a place in your heart..all i wanna do is be by your side everydae.. to be there for you in times of need and wherever u need somebody, i'll be there for ya..to erase those heartaches and pains u are feelin...
hmm..i find you realie interestin and fun..u always respect pple...and dun probe into anybody's privacy..well the only thing that i wish u could change is that u always smoke and drink alot.. which is bad for health but glad that u cut down from a hard pack each day to a small pack.. i wan ya to be safe and healthy.. u know there's also something reallie very special abt you that makes me feel very secure is that
u are someone that seldom frequent pubs.. and u dun pick up gals.. so thats why i know that if ever i could be with you i will feel very secure..
and i can see the way u used to treat your ex that u're a very faithful and nice person..
U'RE SOMEONE I WON'T FORGET FOR MY WHOLE LIFE!! U'RE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYBODY THAT I KNOW AND THATS WHAT MAKES U SO SPECIAL AND UNIQUE TO ME!!
*THANK YOU SO MUCH* U MIGHT NOT KNOW THIS BUT U'RE THE GAL OF MY DREAMS!!

IT'S YOU AND IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU...
i dunno why but when i saw ya on sat..it became so clear that u still got a hold on my heart...i never felt this feelin before.. like you
totally blew me away..the feelin is so incredible...and after that.. i cant seem to get u out of my head esp the moment u appear while waitin for ya.. its like i saw the gal of my dream and everybody is oblivious to me....
i dun think u will ever read what i feel for you in my blog.. i dun wan you to know either..coz i know you would want me to move on and not wait for you coz u dun wan me to suffer...
i duno wad is love until i found you..u probably duno that i love you this much... coz there was a period of time we kinda drifted away..i always long for your msges and your calls but we kinda lose contact for awhile....
hmm..but there's always thoughts of you in my everydae life..sometimes in the middle of the night, when i look out of my window to see the stars, i was wonderin were u thinkin and missin me as much as i was thinkin and missin you..well i dun think i will ever have the answers to this..there are many questions that are overwhelmin me that i wanna ask you but i dun think thats possible coz i dun wanna widen the gap between us....................
.......





JUZ FOR YOU

-+=* Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you -+=*

-+=* You know you're everything to me
And I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicate my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I live my life for you -+=*

-+=* I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share

With you I never wonder - Will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - You're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) We know that we will be together
Because our love is strong -+=*

-+=*It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me -+=*

-+=*I will not love you for the rest of your life,
I will love you for the rest of mine.

-+=*When i realise i want to spent the rest of my life with you
i want the rest of my life to start as soon as possible -+=*

-+=*To love is not to look at one another
but to look together in the same direction -+=*

-+=*My love for you is like a journey,
starting at forever and ending at never.-+=*

-+=*I dont love you because u're beautiful
u're beautiful because i love u-+=*

-+=*I only wish to be the fountain of love
from which you drink, every drop promising eternal passion -+=*

-+=*you may only be one person to the world,
but you're the world to me -+=*

-+=*I give u what could not be heard,
what had not been given before,
the beat of my heart i gave you-+=*

-+=*I came to you with no expectations only to profess,
Now that i am at liberty to do so,My heart is and will always be yours-+=*

-+=*There is one pain i often feel,
which u'll never know..its caused by the absense of you-+=*

-+=*For it was not into my ear you whispered but into my heart
it was not my lips u kissed,but my soul -+=*

-+=*There are many things in life that may catch my eyes,
but only you catch my heart -+=*

-+=*If i know what love is,its because of you -+=*

-+=*True is the word of your eyes,
Beauty is the beating of your heart,
Love is the smile on your face,
Desire is the touch of your hand,
To wish is to wish for you,
To sleep is to dream of you,
To live is to wait for you,
To smile is to think of you. -+=*

-+=*Each day i love you more.
today more than yesterdae, yesterdae less than tomorrow -+=*

-+=*If i had a wish, i would be your tears
to be born in your eyes and to die on your lips.
But if u were my tears i would never cry,
for fear of losing you.-+=*


-+=*I dont regret the rain or the night i feel the pains
or the tears i had to cry-+=*

-+=*your smile sets the sun and your eyes break the waves,
and nothing can challenge, estrange or rearrange the beauty
and grace that i see in your face -+=*

-+=* Sittin by the window,Singin songs of love,
Wishin u were here, because the memories not enough.
Wear my mask in silence, pretendin i'm alright,
If u could see then u would be here standin by my side....
It may be hard to believe,But girl u're the only one i need,
It may be hard along the way,It's the feelin i get,
When blue skies turn to grey....
Feels like i'm walkin in the rain,i find myself tryin to wash away the pain,
cause i need u to give me some shelter,cause i'm fadin away.....
Every single hour of every single day, i need to cry,my eyes are dry.
i've cried my tears away,cant help but remember how you make me feel,
you dressed my soul and make me whole,u made my life complete....-+=*

-+=*If a picture paints a thousand words,then why cant i paint you.
The words will never show, The you i've come to know...
If a face could launch a thousand ships,then where am i to go.
There's no one home but you, you're all that's led me to...
If a man could be at two places at one time,i'd be with you,
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way....
If the world should stop revolvin, spinnin slowly down tonight
and when the world is due,i'd spend the end with u.....-+=*

-+=*You'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely,
time can't erase a feeling this strong
darling 'cause you'll always be my baby-+=*

I-+=* 'll be there for you These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you -+=*

-+=*And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always -+=*

I-+=* finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
To think that you were always there
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you -+=*

-+=* How can i say when my words ever dry
How can I smile with the tear in my eye
Summer's so lost with rainin' in June
That's how it feels when I'm missin' you -+=*

-+=* Takin' away the fact that I care about you, it's just your way
So sweet, everything seems right around you
I'm happy to say in a lot of ways you've changed me
Makes me smile when you said you were glad the day you found me
I'm wishin' away any hope I might ever find you Heaven knows
I really feel I'll always be your girl -+=*

-+=* You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night -+=*

-+=* I do swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better or worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.-+=*

-+=* You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you -+=*

-+=* From this moment on
I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on -+=*

-+=* You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side -+=*

-+=* When you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you,
For you I will.

I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you
For you I will

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, oooooh
For you I will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll have to leave it be -+=*

-+=* When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope, you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm shakin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow -+=*

-+=* Baby when I think about
The day that we first met
Wasn't lookin for what I found
But I found you
And I'm bound to find happiness in being around you -+=*

-+=* I'm glad for the way you make me feel
I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time
I'm glad that you came into my life
I'm glad that you turned out to be
That certain someone special
who makes this life worth living
I'm glad you're here just loving
So say that you won't leave
Cause since the day you came
I've been glad -+=*

-+=* Youre my sunshine after the rain
Youre the cure against my fear and my pain-+=*

-+=*You are my everything
Nothing your heart won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything-+=*

-+=*You're the one, the only one I ever needed
Show me love and what it's all about, alright
I'll love you
I'll miss you
I'll make sure
Everything will be alright -+=*

-+=*I'm there for you
No matter what
I'm there for you
Never giving up
I'm there for you
For you
You know it's true
You were there for me
And I'm there for you-+=*

-+=*I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

I will give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be allright
'Cause I need you in my life

See I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back
I guess it shows that we were destined
To shine over the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel
This way -+=*

-+=*When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see your soul
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always-+=*

-+=*My whole life has changed
Since you came in, I knew back then
You were that special one
I'm so in love, so deep in love

You make my love complete
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

Girl, you open me, I'm wide open
And I'm doing things I never do
But I feel so good, I feel so good
Why it takes so long for me finding you

This is my story and I'm telling you
It's not fiction, it's surely a fact
Without you right here having my back
I really don't know just where I'd be at-+=*

-+=*Love doesn't have to hurt
To feel good
It's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
I know it should
Don't have to cry
Don't have to fight
Don't have to die
Not after tonight
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn't have to hurt to feel good-+=*

-+=*I'll keep waiting till that day when
You come back on home to me
Life's too short to live without you
Where you are is where I wanna be-+=*


-+=*Loving you is so beautiful baby cos...
You are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star I fell for you
You have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
Now I know that all I need is you-+=*

-+=*I'll Be Loving You Forever
Deep Inside My Heart You'll Leave Me Never
Even If You Took My Heart And Tore It Apart
I Would Love You Still Forever

You are the sun, You are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when i'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Wanna spend forever with you

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do

That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

Cuz' this a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
'cos i'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I just want you to know that I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe, whenever i'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When we talk, I only talk about you girl-+=*

-+=* Oh baby, I love the way you treat me like a lady
Sweet sugar, you're so fine
You're always making me crazy
You are the reason why
I feel the way I do now
You've got to believe me, can you hear me
'Cos I'm ready to show you how

I'll never let you down, never run around
Baby believe me
'Cos I will be there always
I'll never let you down, never mess around
Baby believe me
Never before have I felt something more than I do

Whenever you're gone I think of
Promises we made, never be afraid
I keep holding on
To the nights that we shared
It'll never be cold outside
'Cos every time you're near shadows disappear
I'll be waiting waiting for you
I'll always be true -+=*

-+=* I can't believe you're here with me
And now it seems my world's complete
And I never want this moment to end
I close my eyes and still I see
My dreams become reality
And now I now how it feels to be in love
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
I think it's time for you to heed these lines
'Cos there's something I want to say

finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
To think that you were always there
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you

Sometimes you don't expect that friends
Can become lovers in the end
Only god knows what the future will bring
So hold me close and don't let go
'Cos this is love, boy, don't you know?
And we're gonna be together for eternity
I prayed so many night that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
A love so strong it's can't be wrong
It's with you that I belong

This time
I'm gonna make it turns out right
I wanna be your everything and by your side
For the rest of my life
this love
Feels the way that love should be
Look in my eyes and realise there's no disguise
'Cos I'm in love with you -+=*


-+=* Looking in my memory, what did I see?
All the good times you gave to me
Evenings from the park, way after dark,
Listen to the radio in my car
It's times like these you see the wood from the trees,
You come to my aid when I'm on my knees
The next time you feel alone, just pick up the phone

Reach out and touch, whisper my name
I will deliver, again and again
Straight from the heart, honest and true,
I promise you this, I will be there for you

What I think, I'd be lost without you
Makes me wonder what I did before you
When it mattered you were there for me,
You were my rock boy, you were my energy
Time flies but I'll never forget, the way it was the day we met
Don't be surprised, you know it's true
I'm gonna be there for you

Through the sun, through the rain,
I will still feel the same,
Be it good, be it bad,
I'll always understand
When you're down, when you're blue,
I will be there for you
Cause nobody does it better,
We're gonna get there together -+=*

-+=* I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that -+=*

-+=* Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? )
How will I know
if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose -+=*

-+=* Love leads to laughter
Love leads to pain
With you by my side
I feel good times again
Never have I felt these feelings before
You showed me the world
How could I ask for more

And although there's confusion
We'll find a solution to keep my heart close to you

And I know, yes I know
If you hold me, believe me
I'll never, never ever leave
And I know
There is nothing that I would not do for you
Forever be true
And I know
Although times can be hard
We will see it through
I'm forever in love with you

Show me affection
In all different ways
Give you my heart
For the rest of my days
With you all my troubles are left far behind
Like heaven on earth
When I look in your eyes

Let's take our time
Love won't run dry
If you hold me, believe me
I'll never, never ever leave

And I know
There is nothing that I would not do for you
Forever be true
And I know
Although times can be hard
We will see it through
I'm forever in love
And I know
There is nothing that I would not do for you -+=*

-+=* If the sky opened up for me,
And the mountain disappeared,
If the seas ran dry, turned to dust
And the sun refused to rise
I would still find my way,
By the light I see in your eyes
The world I know fades away
But you stay

As the earth reclaims it due
And the cycle starts anew
We'll stay, always
In the love that we have
Shared before time

If the years take away
Every memory that I have
I would still know the way
That would lead me back to your side
The north star may die
But the light that I see in your eyes
Will burn there always

Lit by the love we have
Shared before time

When the forest turns to jade
And the stories that we've made
Dissolve away
One shining light will still remain

When we shed our earthly skin
And when our real life begins
There'll be no shame
Just the love that we have made before time -+=*

-+=* You'll never know
What you've done for me
What your faith in me
Has done for my soul
You'll never know
The gift you've given me..
I'll carry it with me

Through the days ahead
I think of days before
You made me hope for something better, yes you did
And made me reach for something more

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart
You've opened my eyes
You've opened the door
To something I've never known before
And your love.
Is the music of my heart

You were the one
Always on my side
Always standing by
Seeing me through
You were the song that always made me sing
I'm singing this for you

Everywhere I go
I think of where I've been
And of the one who knew me better
Than anyone ever will again

What you taught me
Only your love could ever teach me
You got through when no one could reach me
Cause you always saw in me
All the best that I could be
It was you who set me free -+=*

-+=* If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side -+=*

-+=* From the moment you looked at me
And ever since you called my name
You've been everything that I've seen
My mind is spinning round and around
There's something special I have found
Every time I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me
Oh baby can't you see -+=*

-+=* I toss and turn in bed,
Can't get you out of my head,
Even though you are so far away
I need you here with me,
Oh boy why can't you see,
That I can't live without your love
When I close my eyes,
I think of you
Well I wish I had you
Here with me but
There is nothing I can do
Counting every day that goes by
And the tears that I cry
I need to find out
Where you are
So I can make you see,
That you belong with me,
For me there is no other love
When I close my eyes
I think of you
I wish I had you
Here with me
I'll be right here for you
And everything that you do -+=*

-+=* If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go -+=*


-+=* Ask me how much you mean to me
And I wouldn't even know where to start
Ask if this love runs deep in me
And you won't find a deeper love in any heart
You could say you couldn't live one day without me
You could say all of your thoughts are about me
You could think no other love could be as strong
But you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong

If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
As much as you love me
Baby I'll still love you
Baby I'll still love you more
I'll still love you more

Ask me just what I'd do for you
And I'll tell you I would do anything
Ask if this heart beats true for you
And I'll show you a truer heart could never be

You could say there's not a star that you won't bring me
You could say there'll be no day that you won't need me
You could think no other love could last as long
But you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong

And for every kiss
I'll kiss you back a hundred times
And for everything you do
I'll just do more
And for all the love you give
I'll give you so much back you'll see
Got so much love for you inside

If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
No matter how much you love me
Baby I'll still love you
Baby I'll still love you more, yeah
I'll still love you more -+=*


Posted by Giselle at 5/06/2003 11:04:00 PM

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