Saturday, December 06, 2003
ooh wasnt planning on blogging..hmm..but i was too bored yeahs..didnt went out today cause i promised my 'rents not to..so well gotta keep my promise so there..
oh man..i missed my bestie pal, ecca so muchie..and she is down with fever and flu as well as a bad cough..sigh..wish that i could be there or ya could be here ya know..
like i cant do much for ya and all..feelin pretty bad..!!
well its snowing in new jersey right..thats like totally cools..but i doubt you can enjoy at all cause ya seems so sick..hopefully ya will get better tomorrow or sth alright..yeahs..and good luck for your finals next week and update me about hows its going..*muacksa*
hmm...christmas is fast approaching..heh cant wait for the festive period..
its so swweet and nice if ya able to spend it with someone ya like/love..
its like a cuddle kind of warmth holiday..totally sweet..heh or otherwise spend it with your dearest friends its as sweet as well aint it..like so cools..man totally cant wait at all..heh..
oh yes i must add something man..there is this guy in my class that goes by the name adrian..he is driving me totally nuts..yeeuch..he is like creeping me out real fast..
well he's scary..he's kinda taken an interest on me and i've been avoiding him like mad..and he still doesnt get the damn hint!! i know i sound like some mean crap..but he's really like creeping me real bad..like some freaky weirdo..and flattering can gets you nowhere man..and i dont need his extra attention..yucks..maybe i should get him to read my blog but the thing is i dont even wanna talk to him at all..eeeuuch!!and the best thing he stay near my house alright not really..in hougang but like u know just so freaking scary yucks..alright shall not go dissing him anymore..like making me sounds like some superficial person..
shall end now..
*missing her so damn much*
Come What May (for ya)
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And storms may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
//True Love doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending//
//If anything could last forever, it's what I feel for you,
You've touched my heart in many ways, that words could never say,
That's why I'll love you always!!//
//When loving someone... never regret what you do...
only regret what you didn't do.//
//Love is like standing in the wet cement
the longer you stay, the harder it is to leave
and you can never go without leaving your shoes behind//
//Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.//
//It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available,
best to wait for the one you love than one who is around,
best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone//
//Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
Or have you cast aside your feelings
because you thought things were impossible?//
//It's not telling you how I feel that scares me, it's what you'll say back//
//I have loved before; It has never felt like this; I know this is right; I know it is real;
She is the one for me, I know this becuase I feel it in my heart!" //
//Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."//
// "Out of every girl I meet no other can compete I'd ditch'em all for a night with you.
I know you don't believe you could mean this much to me but I promise you that you do.
If I had one wish this is what it would be, I'd ask you to spend all your time with me
And we'd be together forever. //
//"Love is not for the one you love. It is for the one who makes you feel special,
With whom you laugh, cry. With whom you are yourself, who makes difference in your life,
And one who makes you feel... LOVE!" //
//The day that we first met, the angels whispered, "Perfect//
//If the only way we can be together is in my dreams, then I will sleep forever!" //
//"Never tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does." //
//"It's impossible to move on when your leaving behind the one thing you were searching to find!" //
//I want to say I don't love you. I want to say these are not my feelings,
But when you smiled I could not help my self!" //
//"I smiled to many people for more than a billion times; but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time."//
//"Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart."//
//"There is one moment in your life when you are with someone and you feel like the world has stopped and your life seems so perfect, make sure you never lose that person."//
//If anyone ever asks me what part of my life you are, I will look at them and smile and say, "The best part." The happiness you give me is something I'll never be able to get enough of. I love having you in my world, and I love having you to love."//
//"It's not what I feel for you ... it's what I don't feel for anyone but you."//
//"There are two miseries in life that are truly painful; one is that when we can't be with the one we love and the other is when we see our loved ones not getting their happiness."//
//"In my thoughts of you there is an underlying love that is present in every word, every glimpse I hope you feel it as I do, for it is what I am and ever I will be."//
//"You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love."//
//"You know you're in love when at those times you're apart, you find yourself gazing at the sky in the direction she lives and feeling some peace in knowing that you live under the same sky."//
//"Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy. It is often filled with anger and tears. It is when you want to be together despite it all. That is when you are truly in love."//
//"I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. So, I wrote your name in my heart and that's where it will stay."//
//"Everyone says you only fall in love once, but that's not true, because every time I see you, I fall in love all over again."//
//"If you told me you loved me, I could deal with that. If you told me you were walking away, I could deal with that. But, I cannot deal if you tell me you love me but you are walking away."//
//"When I close my eyes you're everywhere, but when I am awake you're never there"//
//"When tomorrow starts without me, don't think we are far apart, for everytime you think of me I am right in your heart."//
//"I never thought that I would meet someone who was so hard to forget."//
//"And even though I know how very far apart we are, it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star. And when the night winds start to sing a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky. Somewhere out there, if love can see us through then, we'll be together...
somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true."//
//"It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do."//
//"No matter what, I'll be standing at the edge of the earth for you."//
//"You know you have found the right one, when you catch yourself smiling... even when you are all by yourself."//
//"You're the reason I love and the reason I'd die. You're the reason I smile yet break down and cry. You're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. I love you so much.''//
//"Trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew."//
//"I don't want a fancy vacation or a pricey cruise. All I want is to be right here, with you, in love forever!"//
//"If you want to know how much I love you, try to catch the drops of rain; those you catch is how much you love me and those you've left is how much I love you."//
//"If I could pick a moment out of all I have lived, and always keep it new, I'd pick the moment I met you."//
//"Look into my eyes for one moment and then you'll realize just how much you mean to me."//
Posted by Giselle at 12/06/2003 04:37:00 AM
Friday, December 05, 2003
yeah man..just came back from parkway parade with xiu...its was cools..well supposedly going to holland v..but ym couldnt wake up so xiu suggests to go to parkway parade to chill as well as visit yulian..yeah i think its cools..cause i dont mind going there..havent been there for like 2 years plus..
well me and xiu arrived much earlier than yulian..haha can you believe it..well..after that we met yulian in the toilet haha..she looks dorky and funny in the best denki uniform haha but a girly side of her prevails..heh..so not so bad after all..hahahaha..
alright then we visited xiu's father..he was generous and gave xiu 50 bucks to treat us..
well we ate crystal jade, auntie's aune and fish & co..heh thanks xiu and the father =)
well at fish & co, there was this cute eurasian teen/waiter and he smiled at me...heh he's cute..haha
oh yahs xiu bought a disposable camera and we took a couple of shots of the place where me and dash first met!! yeah the seats and tables were pretty much gone but thank goodness the scenery was kinda the same, atmosphere and all was pretty alright so not so bad yeahs!! well..the whole day for me was pretty much reminiscing about dash..especially when she took my breath away the first time i saw her..i still remember what she wore..a vest..it was so nice..so unique..so different..so charming and intriguing..
ahh!! and guess what while we were eating they blasted LIVING ON A PRAYER!! man..sucha nice song, in a nice place if only dash was here with me, it will all be perfect!!
well dash asked me out on wednesday to catch the jimi hendrix's distant relative in fort canning but i was having a headache and yesterday dash messaged me at around 1137 asking was i asleep and yes i was already sleeping!! man! what went wrong!! why did it turned out this way!! argh! well no point fretting, i know. the chances of being able to talk and seeing her just blew off...
man..i missed her so damn much..i wanna spend all my time with her!! ya have no idea..how many times she is in my thoughts..i could just be doing something and then she just suddenly came into my mind..even in school..it may sound ridiculous but i still miss her so damn much..her smile is so captivating..i am so in love with her than i ever had with anybody..
anyway was really nice talking to xiu..haha very fun..and very crappy as well..talking about dash especially heh..and xiu also said dash seems to be very smart, philosophical and wise as well as knowlegable..well i cant agree more..not that i am praising dash to the skies but she is really really knowlegable..heh..
and oh bon jovi wont be touring anytime soon!! damn!!!
oh ecca..i just read your blog haha thanks its so touching and yeah i am lookin forward to our kids being best friends and all..haha and yup yup i wish ya were here man..so that we could gossip and cheer each others up in times of needs..ya've been a great pal!! muaccksa..!! do come back soon..ya know i have been pretty much nagging at ya to come back man!! haha misses ya so damn damn much..
yeahs and thanks for the advice of dash..thanks..i will tell ya if anything do happen alright..ya will be the first or second perhaps cause by the time i email ya...it will be lagging i guess but nevertheless i will definitely tell ya alright my darlingg bestie pal!!*smooches*=) ya make me feel that life is worth living to the fullest with somebody like ya.. heh
I Can't Help It (Jagger/Richards)
I think I decided to get out of the rain
I wasn't thinkin' of your stayin'
But when you pulled me off the door-step
Somehow I knew I had the pain again
Somehow I knew I need the pain, yes!
I wasn't thinkin' cause the pa-in
'Cause I love too much
I can't help it if I love you too much
What did-you-do to make me love you too much?
I can't help it if I love you
I can't help it if I love you
Call it novelty fascination
I call it nasty education
Friends of mine, they'll snicker and sneer
Their all laughin' while I cry in my beer
I never give-in
I get scared is that I never give-in
'Cause I love too much
I can't help it 'cause I love you too much
What did you get to make me love you too much?
I can't help it if I love you
I can't help it if I love you
I need no help to make me a fool
Did it myself and it ... I'm in here thinkin' about startin' up school
. .you know
First believe it can happen to you
And when it does you know as much as I do
I love you too much
I can't help it 'cause I love you too much
What did you get to make me love you too much?
I can't help it 'cause I love you
I can't help it if I love you
I can't help it if I love you
That's How Strong My Love Is (Jamison)
If I was the sun way up there
I'd go with my love everywhere
I'll be the moon when the sun go down
To let you know i'm still around
That's how strong my love is, baby, that's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is, that's how strong my love is
I'll be the weeping willow drowning in my tears
You can go swimming when you're here
I'll be the rainbow when the sun is gone
Wrap you in my colors and keep you warm
That's how strong my love is, that's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is, that's how strong my love is
I'll be the ocean so deep and wide
I'll dry the tears when you cry
I'll be the breeze when the storm is gone
To dry your eyes and keep you warm
That's how strong my love is, that's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is, baby, that's how strong my love is
Posted by Giselle at 12/05/2003 05:08:00 AM
Monday, December 01, 2003
oh yeah here to blog..oh today is the start of my second module..pretty cools and all..the notes are damn thick and heavy heh..yeah and the lecturer is pretty humorous..he's an indian and he speaks a lil of chinese..and sounds real funny and make the whole class laugh..well overall..cools..!! heh and yes jeremy never comes to school..slept till three thirty..how power is that when class officially starts at 9..haha so impressed with his sleeping skills..haha alright shall not tease him anymore..ooh now in nostalgia mode again..yes i know i shouldnt be doing that..and yes ya guessed it..i am listening to BON JOVI again..ahhhhh!! man..
oh yeah dash gonna burn me a cd..and yes you know what she is going to burn the cure..and you know what..you know the song *Friday i'm in love* is supposedly kinda our song..cause when ever we mentioned about the cure..she will also emphasize on the song..and yeah we both love it!! its a great great song!!
oh well been thinking alot and yeah i wonder how it would be for me and dash if i had agreed to go to watch shooting stars with her..will our love blossomed even more..man..i know i shouldnt be thinking back and all..but i cant help it..but i am pretty happy with my present situation even though i am like in a dilemma..but i am happy that i ended with choosing someone that i really like..well heard some stuffs about kevin and it disgusts me to the core...i am super lucky *phew*
well..i still remember those words you told me..*if ever you feel lonely, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that i will be holding your hands forever* these words is what kept me going on for so long..cause i know ya are always there for me through my darkest storms and the greyest skies..and now i wanna be there for ya and all..i wanna be the one holding you through your loneliness days..be the one you call in times of need..i had never tell ya this before..i dont have the courage too..but i really love you..yes!!
alright shall end now already..hope to see dash soon and of cause my darlin friends as well =)
anyway shurong dont think so much and all..and i am sure she will be alright and all..i know ya are gonna let go..its difficult even i cannot do it..but remember i will always be there for ya and all =)
Lovesong
Whenever I’m alone with you you make me feel
Like I am home again whenever I’m alone with
You you make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I’m alone with you you make me feel
Like I am young again whenever I’m alone with
You you make me feel like I am fun again
However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you
Whenever I’m alone with you you make me feel
Like I am free again whenever I’m alone with
You you make me feel like I am clean again
However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you
"If You Come To Me"
So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you've got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Hey there dont you know
You gotta slow down before you know
You gonna brake down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be
A little helpful when you think of me
A little careful when you're close to me
Coz baby i loved you from the start
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel
//I love you//
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Posted by Giselle at 12/01/2003 03:54:00 AM
Sunday, November 30, 2003
ooh havent been going online for sucha looong time..well anyway i am pretty tired..hmm went out with ym today and yeah went to watch duplex.. it was pretty nice and funny.. heh overall..coool show..heh..
hmm..then met up with mt and we chill in cine =)
oh yeahs two days ago was my birthday..had a great time with firstly my family, then secondly my love and lastly with my dear friends..
was pretty alright cause really tired as i woke up kinda early to study for my exams..yeah but nonetheless had a great time with vainpot, ym, xiu, weilin, doug, ash, yulian and ps for awhile heh..
well well..yes i asked dash out on my birthday..since its sucha special day..i wanted to spend it with someone reallly special and yes i am really really happy heh =)
you could see the smile on my face..bright and all..heh..
well anyway we went to bugis..yeah we walked around and talk many stuffs..
then we walked over to the hawker centre and we shared a plate of fried oyster..mmm..it taste extra nice..and very yummy..well i really enjoyed myself with her.. really fun..
she wore jeans which is unpredictable cause she seldom wear jeans..she look really really nice in jeans..and she bought a long sleeved button shirt in bugis as well.. look really nice on her..i can imagine her wearing that..suave and good looking..heh
alright enough about her..
oh yes i cant make up my mind whether should i continue to hold on or.....man the feelins all came rushing back in..damn!! hate that feelings!! u know when ya love someone so much but ya can do nothing about it!!
I Love You
I have a smile
stretched from ear to ear
to see you walking down the road
we meet at the lights
I stare for a while
the world around disappears
just you and me
on this island of hope
a breath between us could be miles
let me surround you
my sea to your shore
let me be the calm you seek
oh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk away
and I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
I grieve in my condition
for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so
oh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk away
and I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
"I Will Not Forget You"
I remember the nights I watched as you lay sleeping
Your body gripped by some far away dream
Well I was so scared and so in love then
And so lost in all of you that I had seen
But no one ever talked in the darkness
No voice ever added fuel to the fire
No light ever shone in the doorway
Deep in the hollow of earthly desires
But if in some dream there was brightness
If in some memory some sort of sign
And flesh be revived in the shadows
Blessed our bodies would lay so entwined
And I will oh I will not forget you
Nor will I ever let you go
I will oh I will not forget you
I remember when you left in the morning at daybreak
So silent you stole from my bed
To go back to the one who possesses your soul
And I back to the life that I dread.
So I ran like the wind to the water
Please don't leave me again I cried
And I threw bitter tears at the ocean
But all that came back was the tide...
Posted by Giselle at 11/30/2003 08:09:00 AM
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