Wednesday, November 26, 2003
hey yeah here to blog..well lets see what happen today..erm..i was going to school when i saw yulian on the serangoon mrt heh..
yeah she was going to meet weilin to go for job interview..it was cool..we
alighted at the same stop and weilin was late..well then jeremy came and meet me at the mrt where we then proceeded to ps to buy his pen cause no ink..
haha i forgot to introduce yulian to jeremy and vice versa..so blur of me..heh..
oooh did i mention that LORENZO LAMAS, the judge of the search for american hottest peeps is good looking.. he looooks so fine,charming,appealing and all..nice..haha..he is dark i like!! another person added to my good looking list heh and he got a niccce sensual smile..mmmm..haha..and he sure know how to use his charmss welll!! mmm..supeerr sexy!!haha
oh alright erm on Wed..yes yesterday...guess what..dash messaged me to go beach road..eh..if ya know me..ya will know that i will definitely go no matter what happens..
but i turned down...yes i did just that..it took me a lonng time to messaged her stating that i cannot make it!!..but in actual fact..i wanted to go and seee her..i wanna see her face, her smile, her everything..
but after much thoughts, i decided the best is not to see her..
its just that i dont wanna make myself go all confuse again and i know that when i meet her my feelings will just gush right thru..so i have to prevent that from happening..dunno if i am doing the right thing..
hmm.shall try not to brood over it..yeah anyway my law exam was alright..yay!! not as bad and one more last exammmm and i am freeee----for a couple of days!! sadly !! because school commerce on monday!! yawn..haha..
alright shall end now..
anyway ecca..hope ya have a nice trip at south jersey alright..!! update me about it muacks..!!
//I want to lay you on a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses //
//I never wanted the stars
I never shot for the moon
I like them right where they are
All I wanted was you
So baby just turn away
Because I can't face the truth
All I'm trying to say
Is all I wanted was you //
Posted by Giselle at 11/26/2003 04:25:00 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2003
oh man i ammmm so super tired..went out with my parents today..went shopping for ffooood today with them.. yess wasted another day to study but am gonna stay home on monday and tues to concentrate on my law..
oh ya know what we went all the way to IMM and i wanted to buy my OREO's Fudge cookies and they didnt have it!!!!!! damn!!!! i am so irritated..am yearning for that since dunno when and u know the oreo's fudge cookies only comes on sale during christmas season..am gonna go with my parent's to buy next week yay!! well..guess what when i was in my dad's car, there's this cute caucasian guy who was trying to look at me.. not trying to sound crappy or anything just that i was blocked by his friend and he was trying to look at me so the head was popping and all and i just turned away.. hah but we managed to eye contact and he kinda smile..but my dad drove too fast..cannot catch up heh..but yeah it was fun..nope my heart didnt skip a beat or whatever..i am just amused by his actions heheh..
well..i think i feel better now..though still abit cranky..
oh i miss my baby dog as well..its been 6 mths already..but still misses him alotsssss...
well dont think i will be updating for the next few days..so just take care and seee ya all soooonn!! muackss..
//still missing and loving her as much//
and yeah listening to Bon Jovi now..
LIVING ON A PRAYER ROCKS!!
"Even Deeper"
I woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of footprints
from where I ran away
it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something
do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
and in a dream I'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
and for once in my life I feel complete
and I still want to ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway
I hear them call
I cannot stay
the voice inviting me away
do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
everything that matters is gone
all the hands of hope have withdrawn
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back
I stayed
on this track
gone too far
and I can't come back
I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back
(dash only likes this linkin park song cause the lyrics are meaningful which i agree too)
In The End
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
Posted by Giselle at 11/23/2003 06:03:00 AM
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