Monday, December 22, 2003
oh righto here to blog..hmm..didnt really go out these few days..had to do my proj but am still procrastinating big time..
well hmm..had class today end pretty late..kinda tired and just head home..
didnt meet ym and xiu..yikes so sorry to the both of ya yeah meeting ya all soon i promise..
oh well watched many dvds with my parents..
hmm..watched Freddy Vs Jason, Mimic Sentinel and Uptown girl..
oh man F Vs J was gruesome and horrendous.yeah and their faces are grotesque man..alot of blood splattering and all..and oh kelly rowland acted inside as well..but she died in the end..got some explicit scene though r-rated more precisely..
but it was cools..mimic sentinel as well...gross..all the non stop stabbing..yucks..
yeahs uptown girl was pretty alright..was not as nice as what i expected it will be but it was alright..and jesse spencer is so cute..his australian accent makes him more sexy yeahs!!
well class was alright i guess..oh yeah went shopping with my parents on sunday..
yup yup didnt buy any clothes only heels yeahs..
well i think i am feeling much better now..still missing her alot though..
man i feel empty..
my life seems pretty meaningless..its just like a routine..
mon to fri--school
sat--go out
sun--home..
what kind of freaky life is that...its like ever since she's out of my life, there isnt much prioritisation for anything anymore..i am really really tired to do anything more..
i am just thankful for all my friends..many a times i wanna go back off..but i took so much courage and determination to let go..i cant disappoint myself anymore..maybe someone could just pass me a spell to vanquish the feelings..it will perhaps make me feel better..the pain of missing her and loving her..damn it!!
+all i really want is to hold you tight, treat you right..
be with you day and night+
hmm..ym dont feel upset alright.. i means it inevitable to feel that but dont let the sadness gets you down and all..ya still got me here alright..will always be here for ya.. =)
and vainpottie i dont know how ya and her has progress or what...but no matter what decision ya make, me will always support ya alright +winks+
well ecca i am missing ya so much do come back soon..yeahs!!
christmas is like fast approaching..totally cant wait for that..
can relax and spent it with the bestest people in the world that would be my friends and family yeahs..
well hmm..shall end now..merry christmas to all *huggies*
//"What would it be like to swing on a star, or walk on a cloud? Would it be anything like what I feel whenever you are near?"//
//"Most people want to be the sun that brightens up your life, but I'd rather be the moon that shines down on you in your darkest hours."//
//"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I'd have the entire night sky in the palm of my hand."//
//"Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere, you are thinking of me too."//
"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
//"If I could reach the stars, pull one down for you, shine it on my heart, so you could see the truth, then this love I have inside, is everything it seems, but for now I find it's only in my dreams."//
//"I have seen many stars in my life, but you remain the brightest of them all put together."//
Posted by Giselle at 12/22/2003 03:50:00 AM
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