Saturday, August 21, 2004
*let me let go please, this pain is really killing me,its bringing me down.
i am so strained, emotionally.
i really can't take this anymore.
i wanna be void of this.*
This will be my prayer.
Anyway i still wanna thank yokemunn, xiuting
and yulian for coming down to cheer me up.
its so deeply appreciated.
thank god for ya all darlings.
ya all just have these extraordinary power to
make me forget my misery with all your
crappy jokes and humor.
Thanks to my bro, josh and kc for giving me
advices all this matter.
its been noted =)
i wanna make the right decision.
it all has to come to an end definitely.
Not that i dont wanna stay, i cant.......
its so hard to let go of someone i
hold so precious to me.
i did everything i could, all my sacrifices.
even i myself am so amazed i could do that too.
its not fair how i am still holding on and
leaving in the past.
usually, i wont let all these stuffs gets to me,
what happened.
all i can do is just to look at her as a FRIEND.
hate that word.
*If you have been totally miserable,
misery becomes not just an unpleasant
sensation but almost a companion.
it was so constant and familiar.*
*Dont tell me all these come to an end.
It'll tear my heart into pieces.
you've changed my life. i dont
wanna meet you in my dreams only.*
*When the day retires, the night falls
so much quickly.
I've to pack my work and go home.
Among all the faces around me,
tell me how to find
yours?cause i have been missing you.*
*When the night feels darker than usual, when the
wind is colder than it should be, when you're
being forced to the edge, remember,
you can always run to me.*
Into the Void (Nine Inch Nails)
I tried to save myself
but myself keeps slipping away
talking to myself all the way
to the station
pictures in my head of the final destination
all lined up
(all the one's that aren't allowed to stay)
tried to save myself
but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save a place from the cuts
and the scratches
tried to overcome the complications
and the catches
nothing ever grows
and the sun doesn't shine all day
tried to save myself
but myself keeps slipping away
November Rain(Guns N Roses)
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a
long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and
lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's
lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'in the
cold November rain
Do you need some time.. on your own
Do you need some time.. all alone
Everybody needs some time.. on their own
Don't you know you need some time..
all aloneI know it's hard to keep
an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time.. on my own
Sometimes I need some time.. all alone
Everybody needs some time.. on their own
Don't you know you need some time..
all alone
And when your fears subside
and shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
we still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
even cold November rain
Posted by Giselle at 8/21/2004 07:02:00 PM
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