man..i am pooped. well went to city hall for an interview at Ode to Art. the place is goddamn cools. its so classy. i love it!! haha well tmr's gonna be a trial day for me to work there and i hope it goes well for me and that eventually i will be able to work there. well, its so cools!! and there are like so many caucasians there. hopefully will be able to meet a johnny depp lookalike wow thats so cools huh!! but the dress code is so infuriating. its like white top and black bottoms and heels. anyway, was watching american idol last night. damn! mathew didnt get in.. well i thought he will be in because he looks good and that he will be american's favourite but jon peter lewis went in instead. well, he's pretty cool as well and funny esp when he try to do the elvis dance. hmm..well anyway will be watching william hung on today american idol. man i cant wait!
//I watch as the daylight crawls past the shadows hanging on the walls it's been a long time since I felt the stain of yesterday getting in my way
I'm alive but tell me am I free I've got eyes but tell me can I see the sky is falling and no one knows we shouldn't be hard to believe shouldn't be this difficult to breathe the sky is falling and no one knows
you leave me hanging on only to catch my breath I've got you and I've got nothing left don't leave me all alone down here with myself and all of my fear//
//tainted has our love gone cold in a place that's bitter and broken tasted of a world I know surely there must be something better something forever
hello from the world below I'm watching the sun burning as the road is slowly turning well I know that in letting go I'm learning how to live through a life I have to give
walking past the city lights silence can be so disturbing you'll find me standing in the night the stars never seem so unending
but we painted whitewashed everything when all that remains are shadows of the stains tell me where did we go wrong can we just move on
hello to the world below while I'm watching the world spinning this night seems so unending well I'll follow to a place I know that's only the beginning start over after ending //
Posted by Giselle at 3/12/2004 03:02:00 AM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
//If heaven allow me,I'd take away her pain
I'd make her feel like herself again
I'd breathe life into her again
I'd tell her that this isn't the end
I'd point out her lucky stars
Then I'd turn to look into her eyes
I'm willing to give anything, I'm so absurd
I'd play the song that'd heal her soul
I'd sing the lyrics that'd cure her heart
I'd make her laugh and me smile
I'd take away the frustration tearing her apart
If only I'm armed with these powers
I'd do anything to turn her life around
I can't stand to see her cry again
I can't bear to see her down
Even if she never remembers how I feel about her
She's the one that I'll never forget//
//Let me convince myself to go through a life of loneliness,
in exchange for your smile.
When promises dont warm me anymore,
let my heart leaves with you.//
//Hope was wasting away,
Faith was wasting away,
I was wasting away.
I never wanted this.
i always wanted to believe but from the start,
i've been deceived.
I never wanted this.
Inside a crumbling effigy, so dies all innocece.
But you promised me,
I can remember when i first realized
dreams were the only way to see you.//
//I'll wait till your voice disappears before we embrace in my dreams.
you'll be in my arms among other people's forgotten dreams.//
:: me, myself and i ::
LOVES GOD,Johnny Depp, he's gorgeous.
jon bon jovi, Will Yun Lee, Karl Yune, Chad michael murray, gisele bundchen, brad pitt, orlando bloom, josie maran, will friedle, jennifer lopez, claire danes, angelina jolie, colin farell, the calling, uttsada, jennifer aniston, edward furlong, devon sawa, kevin zegers :: loves ::
GOD,my family and friends, my niko,kitty,judd,twigs,rabbitdidos.